Hi there friends,
So, there I go updating my blog and 1) it posts the date when I first started my draft (that was a LONG time ago!) 2) Now I want to update again! I think I just had to do it...and now it doesn't seem so hard. Go figure.
Life. It's a funny thing, isn't it? Here we are in April. How has the first part of 2011 been for you so far? I was talking to someone yesterday and it feels long and yet quick all at the same time. How is that possible? I know that I have made progress this year.
I've started back painting again, which feels oh, so good! I'll be excited when that first painting is complete. I've stuck to my resolution to write in my journal each and every day. Haven't missed one, and do not intend to. I've cooked a LOT more in these first few months of the year than I usually do...which is great fun. ;) I've been to Kansas and back, Dallas, and seen the cherry blossoms for the first time. In my walk with the Lord, I've been more actively engaged and open with others about my process. I can track the changes in my heart in 2011. And I feel like I have a vision for the future, which is a beautiful thing.
Do I know where I'll be working at this time next year? Nope. But God does. And that's ALL I need to know. I'm learning to TRUST more and to be content in waiting. Be patient. Yes, I tell myself this a lot "Patience is a virtue." :) Somehow it helps me feel a slight bit better.
Oh - and here's a big one. There's a special man in my life. Yup. There sure is. If you are friends with me on facebook, you know this. :) That in and of itself has been an adventure. A good one. I'm learning a lot about myself, life, and love in the midst of all of this...and waiting and learning from my King. It's been a good journey. One that I recommend. :)
And I'm learning how to maintain good, deep friendships in spite of the distance. I have quite a few close girlfriends who do not live near me, and yet I love them all the same. I pray for them, hold them in my heart, and hope that they are truly experiencing this beautiful thing called life. Each and every day - with all the pain, all the joy, all the lessons learned, all the hurdles overcome with God's strength, all the grace needed to keep going strong. I love them. So, if you are one of those dear friends of mine who doesn't live near, know that you are loved...and probably missed. That's all for now. Just some thoughts on life and 2011. enJoy the first hints of Spring, dear ones.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
Travel Highlights
It's been a bit. I need to give the highlights of my two recent trips in the States. :) My quick trip to Kansas to meet my new niece, Isabelle Ruby Stucky was quite the adventure back at the end of January. If I went into all the fun little hiccups along the way, this blog entry would be epically long. Thus, I will go against my nature and describe my two trips in bullet points. The second trip I went on was to Dallas in the middle of February for a Leadership Conference in conjunction with my church. Do enJoy this digression in my writing style. Trip to Kansas to meet the 2nd Stucky daughter. :)
- Woke up unexpectedly at 5:30am on Tuesday, January 25th to see texts from my parents, "Rachel is in labor!"
- Booked my flight to Kansas from BWI, left the house at 6am.
- Made it into Philly, and then finally MCI, rented a car and drove 3.5 hours to finally arrive at the hospital at 8pm the day Isabelle came to be. Rachel (my older sister) was stunned to SEE my face in Kansas the very day that Isabelle arrived!
- Isabelle Ruby Stucky (nickname, "Izzy Ru" or just "Izzy") came at 5:33am, weighing 8lbs, 12 oz.!
- There she is - the beautiful Isabelle Ruby! :) After spending 14 hours to meet her and see my beautiful older sister, Rachel (her momma), it was definitely worth it to hold my second niece in my arms and see her look sweetly up at her Auntie Tina. :)
- This is a pic of her & I on her day of birth! January 25, 2011 at the hospital in McPherson. What a precious time. It's a beautiful thing to be present when a new life in the family is born. I was soo proud of my sis - her labor was short (only 6 hours!) and she looked great!
- Here's a photo of the four ladies on day 2 in Kansas - Wednesday, January 26th.
- It's pretty blurry - but you can make out my Mom (Patty), Isabelle Ruby or (Izze Rue), Elaina, and my sis Rachel.
- On that Wednesday morning, we had a wonderful time playing, holding the new baby girl, and just spending time together. :) Elaina had the joy of opening a gift from mom & dad (a magnadoodle) and then she opened a present from Auntie Tina. While in the airport, this man showed me a demonstration of these sweet markers. One set of 9 used together creates a different color on top of another, and then the second set when you use the "magic" white maker, it erases the color. So, it's a fun drawing set of makers for her to use. Elaina did well as the big sister.
- After lunch, I had to head back to KC to catch my flight...and little Elaina did NOT want Auntie Tina to go.
- - "Auntie Tina, where are you going?" - Elaina
- - "I'm going to drive in my rental car to the airport and fly home. Auntie Tina has to get back to work, Elaina. But I love you!" - Auntie Tina
- - "I don't want you to fly! Can't you stay and play with me?!" - Elaina
- - "Auntie Tina wants to, but I have to go back home. We can see each other on skype and play and I'll read you books and we can sing songs together. Okay?" - A. T.
- - "Okay, but not now!" - Elaina
- Concerned about the price, I asked...and they said a number over $100. That was too much for me, and I expressed such. The older man (we'll call him Sam), said well, we're going to a Holiday Inn Express and I work for Holiday Inn and I can get us a good rate. You won't pay over $100. Okay, then! I'm in! :)
- We had a nice conversation on our way to the hotel and once we got there Sam asked for the good rate, and boy, howdy did she give it to us! I enJOyed a SHOWER and nice, King size bed that ensured a few hours of good sleep all for under $50! Incredible.
- The next morning, we made our way back to the airport - bright & early. I got on the standby list right away, and they called my name for the first flight out to DCA at 7:30am. By 9:15, I was back in DC on Thursday morning. Praise God!
- Remember that my house has no power? And no fireword? Yeah. So, I hop on the metro and make my way to Dunn-Loring. From there I catch a bus, and am determined to go home with heat (firewood). So, I go down the busy road in my town, and make my way to the Supermarket, and it's closed due to power outages.
:( Great. I'm in knee-deep ice cold water, my suitcase fell apart in the airport - so it's staying together with one of my scarves...ugh. There's SO much snow! Well, I make my way to a beauty parlor nearby the store, and they are open. I have something done there, and by the time I'm finished, I check back at the store and it's OPEN! Horray.
- Thankfully, I DID have that suitcase, b/c the firewood box was heavy. I was able to put it on top of my carry on and wheel all my stuff around that way. So, I make my way to the bus stop. Well, there's a HUGE embankment of snow between me and the street. Ugh. When the bus pulls up - she's like, "Honey, how are you going to get on here?!" I shrug my shoulders, determined to get home! A nice hispanic man hops over the snow, grabs my bag and firewood and then I do this silly jump, hop thing and land on the bus! :)
- Guess what? This bus isn't going down into my subdivision because of all the snow! Great. How am I going to get home? Well, when we are at the corner close to the area that starts the neighborhood that I live in, I get off. So does another nice hispanic man who carries my firewood (it kept falling off and into the snow. :( ) On the street...I put my thumb out and this nice woman picks me up and drives me to my townhouse. Praise the Lord! By about noon on Thursday I am finally home! Oh, it felt SO good to finally be home!!
- We still didn't have power, but now we had heat! Yay. I spent the rest of the day at home. So good. And in one day, I flew to Kansas, met my beautiful neice and spent some precious, quality time with my family. Love it.
Trip 2 - Dallas!
This trip I made to Dallas for a GLI Conferene - a Leadership conference for professionals that is connected to my church. :) It was SO good to see people that I love and know through GLI that came from all over the US. :) Good times for sure. I shared a hotel room with Gail (from Virginia), Jerusha (from my community in DC), and a gal I didn't know yet, Danyelle (she's from Canada). We had a great time.
The conference was very rich in resource and teaching. Definitely a lot to unpack still. One small tidbit that I'll share...and that spoke to me is how much our actions DO affect one another's process. Each and everyday the lives that we build directly impact our brother and sister's process and in turn change the nature of what WE as the body of Christ build in the unseen realm. The way that we structure and live our lives is vital to the health of the Body & the Kingdom. Thus, it's REALLY important to live a conscious life each and every day.
The other thing that really stuck out to me is the importance of being actively engaged at work each day. What type of life, heart are you building in your workplace? Does it mandate WHO you are? Or are you so in tune with the Holy Spirit, that you are consciously aware of God's design for your workplace; how you fit into that "big" picture; that God is ultimately in control, and we just have to listen and faithfully serve Him. We spend what was it, like 70% of our work week at WORK?! Yeah, that's A LOT of time. Definitely not the time to "check out" of life. Build well, my friends. These are dark times, thus it is VITAL for us to be that bright light in whatever spheres of influence we find ourselves. And remember to DREAM. Dream big. Ask God what His dreams are and live them out! :)
I went to Dallas the weekend of Feb. 11-13th. It was fabulous! And now the next trip will be to see my dearest cousin Monica and meet her lovely little newborn, Jacob Storm. :) Hopefully, that will be at the end of this month.
There you have it! FinAlLy - an update! :) Look for another sometime this month. enJoy Spring, dear friends.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Reflections of living a Full LIFE
Well, last week was definitely adventurous! I'm considering composing a short story about the journey to Kansas on Tuesday and the attempt home on Wednesday from seeing my beautiful, brand new niece, Isabelle Ruby Stucky. She arrived on Tuesday, January 25, 2011 at 5:33 am at the big size of 8 lbs. 12 oz. and 22 inches long! She's almost 2 feet long! And that wonderful creation of a girl was inside my sister's tummy!!! God is incredible!
Look for my next post that will give a summary of my adventures last week. For now, I want to reflect. Have you ever considered how every thought, action, and behavior that we do in this physical, earthly realm truly impacts the heavenly realm?
We are building our lives every moment of every day. If you look at a day - it is an accumulation of small, little choices. Let me paint a picture.
You awaken to your alarm in the morning. Thoughts burst into your head...whether it's "Ugh. Is it time to wake up already?" or "Okay, it's time to get up!". In that small moment you set the tone for your day without even being consciously aware of it at the moment of cognizance. The first one sets you in a slump to start the day, and in order to be cheerful, you now have to fight that feeling of not wanting to be awake yet. If you take the second one, your mood is set to eagerly face the day - it is hopeful. Maybe not "happy", but at least optimistic about the potential of your new day.
As you continue to get ready in the morning each small little choice builds your attitude and perspective for the day. Do you choose to nourish your body from the start and eat a bite of breakfast? Fuel for the brain and to interact with people is necessary. :) For me, I start with drinking zija and some water. Once I arrive at work, I usually eat some greek yogurt mid morning.
Anywho, all I am saying, is let's be conscious about the people we are becoming. Because every day, we are molding our thoughts, perceptions, ideas, values, and belief systems. WHO do you make up? Have you ever taken time out to consider what it IS that makes up your being?
How do you approach interacting with a stranger? With an eager curiosity on what they have to offer through a simple conversation? Or a feeling of, "Oh, dear - must I speak to them? What will they think of me?" When that is probably the last thing on their mind. A very wise woman once told me, "What other people are thinking is none of your business."
Wow. Read that again - What other people think is NONE of your business! Isn't that freeing?
It definitely is to me. Now, why worry what they are thinking about - because it's none of your business to start. It takes ALL the guesswork out. And, it takes the focus of me. Off of you. Life is not about us - it's about the Kingdom, it's about agape love, relationships, seeing the Light, joining together in this beautiful journey to build something that will last the fire of the end.
When we start to live our lives in such a way that nothing - physically or spiritually can tear it down, then we've found true life. What exists in your heart that can stand the test of the fire? If we build our lives through the leading of the Spirit, it will not pass away. How remarkable? I need to find the Scripture that correlates to that statement...but think of the parable in the gospels where Christ talks the man who builds his house on the sand and the one who builds his house on the Rock. I believe that is what the Lord means.
I recognize this is out of the box - it's a different way of looking at living life and interacting with people. Think of how many people you see in one day who look hopeless? They are desiring something real. The beauty of life in the Spirit is more real than I can even describe.
Let's start living!
Look for my next post that will give a summary of my adventures last week. For now, I want to reflect. Have you ever considered how every thought, action, and behavior that we do in this physical, earthly realm truly impacts the heavenly realm?
We are building our lives every moment of every day. If you look at a day - it is an accumulation of small, little choices. Let me paint a picture.
You awaken to your alarm in the morning. Thoughts burst into your head...whether it's "Ugh. Is it time to wake up already?" or "Okay, it's time to get up!". In that small moment you set the tone for your day without even being consciously aware of it at the moment of cognizance. The first one sets you in a slump to start the day, and in order to be cheerful, you now have to fight that feeling of not wanting to be awake yet. If you take the second one, your mood is set to eagerly face the day - it is hopeful. Maybe not "happy", but at least optimistic about the potential of your new day.
As you continue to get ready in the morning each small little choice builds your attitude and perspective for the day. Do you choose to nourish your body from the start and eat a bite of breakfast? Fuel for the brain and to interact with people is necessary. :) For me, I start with drinking zija and some water. Once I arrive at work, I usually eat some greek yogurt mid morning.
Anywho, all I am saying, is let's be conscious about the people we are becoming. Because every day, we are molding our thoughts, perceptions, ideas, values, and belief systems. WHO do you make up? Have you ever taken time out to consider what it IS that makes up your being?
How do you approach interacting with a stranger? With an eager curiosity on what they have to offer through a simple conversation? Or a feeling of, "Oh, dear - must I speak to them? What will they think of me?" When that is probably the last thing on their mind. A very wise woman once told me, "What other people are thinking is none of your business."
Wow. Read that again - What other people think is NONE of your business! Isn't that freeing?
It definitely is to me. Now, why worry what they are thinking about - because it's none of your business to start. It takes ALL the guesswork out. And, it takes the focus of me. Off of you. Life is not about us - it's about the Kingdom, it's about agape love, relationships, seeing the Light, joining together in this beautiful journey to build something that will last the fire of the end.
When we start to live our lives in such a way that nothing - physically or spiritually can tear it down, then we've found true life. What exists in your heart that can stand the test of the fire? If we build our lives through the leading of the Spirit, it will not pass away. How remarkable? I need to find the Scripture that correlates to that statement...but think of the parable in the gospels where Christ talks the man who builds his house on the sand and the one who builds his house on the Rock. I believe that is what the Lord means.
I recognize this is out of the box - it's a different way of looking at living life and interacting with people. Think of how many people you see in one day who look hopeless? They are desiring something real. The beauty of life in the Spirit is more real than I can even describe.
Let's start living!
Friday, January 21, 2011
Beauty
Beauty. It is in the eye of the beholder. Right?
How is it that everywhere we turn there is another definition of beauty. How to become beautiful, how to create it, define it, embody it, admire it, what qualifies and what does not, and who determines who or what is beautiful.
In our Western culture, sometimes I think all those media messages, advertisements, magazine photos, television commercials, and movies grate on our souls, lying to us. And when we are continually bombarded by these lies, how can we not let them infiltrate our lives? Our thoughts? Our actions? and even our hearts.
I think that Christ would define beauty as within. A creation of His who is seeking His face, being transformed daily into the likeness of our Savior. Letting Him come in and slowly start to peel away the layers that we have so adamantly placed over our hearts. And as he uncovers one layer, and another, and yet even another...underneath all of that - is the truth. The truth of who we are, of WHO defines us, where our identity lies, how lovely we truly are and finally, the beauty of our soul shines.
We are alive. Breathing. At rest in our souls. Home. Loving all we meet. Graceful. Speaking truth and kindess to others. Healing. We are who we were always meant to be. Beautiful, Worshipful, Adoring Creations of the King. Glorifying Him, Serving Him, and Loving Him as we walk out our journey on this earth.
Let us never forget who we are. The incredible and difficult calling on our lives. The deep, intimate communion with our Father. Carrying, walking alongside, loving our brothers and sisters - and praying for them continually! We are embarking on this journey together, as a team, a strong, capable, passionate, loving body. Let's look like it. Each and every day. No matter the struggle, the pain, the resistance, the weariness, let us press on towards the high calling and LIVE this life admirably, serving our King.
My heart desires each one of yours to awaken. To be ignited by the refining fire of the Lord. To hear His Voice for yourself. To bask in His beauty and glory. To accept all the LOVE that Jesus wants to bestown upon and in and through you. Let the King romance you. And be amazed.
Blessings for a lovely weekend!
How is it that everywhere we turn there is another definition of beauty. How to become beautiful, how to create it, define it, embody it, admire it, what qualifies and what does not, and who determines who or what is beautiful.
In our Western culture, sometimes I think all those media messages, advertisements, magazine photos, television commercials, and movies grate on our souls, lying to us. And when we are continually bombarded by these lies, how can we not let them infiltrate our lives? Our thoughts? Our actions? and even our hearts.
I think that Christ would define beauty as within. A creation of His who is seeking His face, being transformed daily into the likeness of our Savior. Letting Him come in and slowly start to peel away the layers that we have so adamantly placed over our hearts. And as he uncovers one layer, and another, and yet even another...underneath all of that - is the truth. The truth of who we are, of WHO defines us, where our identity lies, how lovely we truly are and finally, the beauty of our soul shines.
We are alive. Breathing. At rest in our souls. Home. Loving all we meet. Graceful. Speaking truth and kindess to others. Healing. We are who we were always meant to be. Beautiful, Worshipful, Adoring Creations of the King. Glorifying Him, Serving Him, and Loving Him as we walk out our journey on this earth.
Let us never forget who we are. The incredible and difficult calling on our lives. The deep, intimate communion with our Father. Carrying, walking alongside, loving our brothers and sisters - and praying for them continually! We are embarking on this journey together, as a team, a strong, capable, passionate, loving body. Let's look like it. Each and every day. No matter the struggle, the pain, the resistance, the weariness, let us press on towards the high calling and LIVE this life admirably, serving our King.
My heart desires each one of yours to awaken. To be ignited by the refining fire of the Lord. To hear His Voice for yourself. To bask in His beauty and glory. To accept all the LOVE that Jesus wants to bestown upon and in and through you. Let the King romance you. And be amazed.
Blessings for a lovely weekend!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Know you are LOVED.
Hello dear friends.
A new day. Bright and sunny, fresh and clean. What will it hold? Only God knows.
I do know that each, and every day I am surprised by something. It may be small, it may be big, but nonetheless it happens.
Yesterday, I was talking with a friend, and they said to me, "Just know that you are loved."
Huh. KNOW that you are LOVED. That speaks volumes, doesn't it? I thought so. Even in a friendship sort of way, it was comforting, kind, and lovely.
So, my dear friends, I will say to you what that friend said to me - KNOW that you ARE LoVeD!
Not just by me, but by the King of Kings. He desires to romance each and every one of us...all day, everyday. All we have to do is LET Him.
I was reading "Captivating" on the bus this morning, and in it she said that there is a space in God's heart that only an individual (YOU!) can fill. Did you realize that? Just as much as we need to experience and know to our depths the intimate love of Jesus, He also, needs to know that we desire and want Him.
There's the thought for your day...to strike a chord in your spirit in the middle of the week. Wednesday. enJoy the simple things. Stop. Breathe. Be. Rest in the Lord. Experience Beauty!
Every day that I am alive, I learn more, grow more, and experience more of life. It is a beautiful thing. I am so grateful to be here now. Here in this City, living with two wonderful roommates, in a growing, thriving, life-giving church, and in a job. I mean, I don't love my job by any means, but I am thankful that I have one and that it pays the bills. That is provision for now. And so, I will learn to be content and take one day at a time...moment by moment.
Until we see each other again...
A new day. Bright and sunny, fresh and clean. What will it hold? Only God knows.
I do know that each, and every day I am surprised by something. It may be small, it may be big, but nonetheless it happens.
Yesterday, I was talking with a friend, and they said to me, "Just know that you are loved."
Huh. KNOW that you are LOVED. That speaks volumes, doesn't it? I thought so. Even in a friendship sort of way, it was comforting, kind, and lovely.
So, my dear friends, I will say to you what that friend said to me - KNOW that you ARE LoVeD!
Not just by me, but by the King of Kings. He desires to romance each and every one of us...all day, everyday. All we have to do is LET Him.
I was reading "Captivating" on the bus this morning, and in it she said that there is a space in God's heart that only an individual (YOU!) can fill. Did you realize that? Just as much as we need to experience and know to our depths the intimate love of Jesus, He also, needs to know that we desire and want Him.
There's the thought for your day...to strike a chord in your spirit in the middle of the week. Wednesday. enJoy the simple things. Stop. Breathe. Be. Rest in the Lord. Experience Beauty!
Every day that I am alive, I learn more, grow more, and experience more of life. It is a beautiful thing. I am so grateful to be here now. Here in this City, living with two wonderful roommates, in a growing, thriving, life-giving church, and in a job. I mean, I don't love my job by any means, but I am thankful that I have one and that it pays the bills. That is provision for now. And so, I will learn to be content and take one day at a time...moment by moment.
Until we see each other again...
Monday, January 17, 2011
Middle of January
A new day. A holiday - Martin Luther King Jr. day. Or if you live in Virginia, they celebrate Lee Jackson day. Interesting.
Can you believe we're already into the middle of January? 2011 is in full swing. A brand spanking new year. How is yours going so far? Mine has been full.
Last weekend I celebrated my 24th birthday with friends from here. On Saturday afternoon I went bowling with some friends from church - we had a blast! My top score was 111. Not bad.
In the evening, I went out to eat with my roommates and a friend from Bible Study, we went to Olive Garden and it was delightful. Truly lovely. I am so thankful for friends.
To be honest, I don't quite remember where I was at in my story of life here, so I'm just going to jump into the present. If you have questions or wonder what happened after the previous post, feel free to ask...and I'll fill you in on the scoop.
Well, I'm still working as an admin assistant, and thankfully have stuff to do at work for a nice change. A lot of stuff will be changing here soon; after it occurs, then I'll be able to talk about it. Until then, just know lots of "changes" are in order, which always means that I have to be flexible and breathe. It really doesn't pay to let things get to me, so I try and just let them slide off me like a slimy worm. Some days I succeed, and others I just end up getting frustrated. Ah, well, we all try to be better, right? Each day, brings a new opportunity to be more patient, understanding, and laid back about my workplace and really...life in general.
Last Friday I went ice-skating at the Sculpture Garden in D.C. It was truly lovely. I'd never been ice-skating in the "open air". Quite nice, really. We had a beautiful view of the Archives in front of us and it was surrounded with lights. Ah, how invigorating to skate in the cold, night air under the stars above. Some day I'll purchase a camera charger for my digital one and post some photos...until then, I'm pretty much camera-less.
That's all the inspiration I have to share today. But I will leave you with this thought.
How much differently would you live if you were consciously aware that Jesus is right NEXT to you? Because if you know the Lord, the Holy Spirit lives inside of YOU, which means He's there in every moment, every thought, every action.
Just a thought. And there's something else too - every action you make in this world affects the spiritual realm. Wow. Pretty powerful stuff.
Have a lovely week, all! Until next time...
Can you believe we're already into the middle of January? 2011 is in full swing. A brand spanking new year. How is yours going so far? Mine has been full.
Last weekend I celebrated my 24th birthday with friends from here. On Saturday afternoon I went bowling with some friends from church - we had a blast! My top score was 111. Not bad.
In the evening, I went out to eat with my roommates and a friend from Bible Study, we went to Olive Garden and it was delightful. Truly lovely. I am so thankful for friends.
To be honest, I don't quite remember where I was at in my story of life here, so I'm just going to jump into the present. If you have questions or wonder what happened after the previous post, feel free to ask...and I'll fill you in on the scoop.
Well, I'm still working as an admin assistant, and thankfully have stuff to do at work for a nice change. A lot of stuff will be changing here soon; after it occurs, then I'll be able to talk about it. Until then, just know lots of "changes" are in order, which always means that I have to be flexible and breathe. It really doesn't pay to let things get to me, so I try and just let them slide off me like a slimy worm. Some days I succeed, and others I just end up getting frustrated. Ah, well, we all try to be better, right? Each day, brings a new opportunity to be more patient, understanding, and laid back about my workplace and really...life in general.
Last Friday I went ice-skating at the Sculpture Garden in D.C. It was truly lovely. I'd never been ice-skating in the "open air". Quite nice, really. We had a beautiful view of the Archives in front of us and it was surrounded with lights. Ah, how invigorating to skate in the cold, night air under the stars above. Some day I'll purchase a camera charger for my digital one and post some photos...until then, I'm pretty much camera-less.
That's all the inspiration I have to share today. But I will leave you with this thought.
How much differently would you live if you were consciously aware that Jesus is right NEXT to you? Because if you know the Lord, the Holy Spirit lives inside of YOU, which means He's there in every moment, every thought, every action.
Just a thought. And there's something else too - every action you make in this world affects the spiritual realm. Wow. Pretty powerful stuff.
Have a lovely week, all! Until next time...
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Hello again...
Hi there!
I have neglected writing on my blog for about hm...5-6 months, now? Oh, life has a way of weaving in and out in such a way that I chose not to publish or broadcast on the net. Thus, I completely avoided this blog - and partly on purpose.
Whenever life becomes a bit crazy in my life - you know things happen that I do not expect or do not see the end in site or the purpose of whatever small crisis I might be going through...or living in, I tend to put my arm up with my hand spread wide communicating - please, I need space. Distance. Time to think and be.
And so, in those times and seasons in my life, I hide. Strange, right? Outgoing, friendly, talkative Tina NOT talking? Well, it's true. For about a month and a half after I came back to DC, life was hard. And I didn't call my close girlfriends or write emails or texts or facebook messages. I just dealt with it, prayed, cried, talked to my parents and the people directly in my space...and eventually came out on the other side.
After I found a place to live, a job, and life fell into a rhythm, I failed to update all of you lovely people who read this during my internship...and for that I am a little bit sorry. ;) Hope you can take this post today as my "hope" to be better at keeping and staying in touch. One of my New Year's Resolutions is to publicly post on my blog here at least once a month, if not twice a month (preferrably once every 2 week).
So - time will tell. :) Okay - now that I've cleared up this little abscence, let me update you on life in the City for me. First of all, I LOVE it here! This IS definitly the place that I will be for...hopefully forever. I want to meet the man whom I will partner with for life, have kids with him, raise a godly family, work and live in the DC Metro area. I want to build a life here and set down roots deeply. :) This is the place and space that God has called me to, and I am ever so much at peace living and working here.
Is it everything I dreamed of in the 4 years that I wanted to move here? No...but life never turns out the way that I plan it or dream it up to be! Because life is not perfect. It's good and messy and lovely and painful all at the same time. I don't think I'd have it any other way. However, I have grown a lot since moving here, definitly feel older, and know the heart of my Lord Jesus much deeper and better than I have ever known Him before. Life is overachingly and generally good.
It ends up the job I thought I "had" when I flew back to Kansas for one of my close college girlfriend's wedding, I did not get. It was a position as an Admin Assistant at an international financial banking firm with a branch office located in NW DC. Thus, when I came back to DC and stayed with about, oh 4 different couples/single people from my church I furiously hunted for a job and a place to live. After the 3rd week, I discovered an Admin Assistant (AA) posting on a Christian church's job forum. I applied to it (among tons of other job postings) and received a call from them. That Thursday that the previous AA called, they asked me to come in for an interview the same day. I met with two of the engineers from the civil engineering firm located in Fairfax, VA. The interview went well, and the pay they discussed was lower than I had wanted for a job while living in the District, but it was a job.
About 4 days after my interview and a turbulent weekend, I received a phone call from them offering me the job, and hoping that I could start that week on Friday. I accepted after negotiating some paid commuting benefits, and received my one day of training on that Friday from the previous Admin Assistant. The week between finding out I had a job (Praise God! Yay!), I started calling and setting up appointments with various places in the NOVA (Northern Virginia) area. One of the ladies in my community graciously offered to take me around to the different townhouses and houses to search out these "potential homes" where I would rent and live with other roommates. There was one that stuck out to the both of us located in Annandale, VA. It's a town away from my job - and there are two lovely ladies (both older than I) who both know the Lord that I share the townhouse space.
Whew! There you have it. I'm working as an Admin Assistant in Fairfax at a small civil engineering firm comprised of 5 men. We share an office space with another company - a survey company. I answer the phones for both companies and do a little filing for ASI (Alexandria Surveys International - back office co.) and then do random other projects and copying for the company I am employed by. In total we have 11 people (including me) in the office...both companies combined. Even though, I would rather be working back on Capitol Hill or gaining some insight/experience in a law firm my job is good. For now, I see it as a stepping stone to the desired position, a place to grow, and truly a kind working environment. God knew what I needed. A fairly stress-free workplace where I have a lot of flexibility with time. I do not have to worry about coming into work and having people scream because they are upset at whatever is not going right with business or even with work that I am doing. That is a good thing! There are many more stressful places I could be, but I am not. And for that, I am grateful. Thankful for a supervisor who cares about me, my well-being, and who thinks I am doing a good job at my position. Most of the guys are cordial and professional, so it is good. Coming and going to work has been a process!
When I first started, I discovered that with public transportation (which I use frequently b/c of the absence of a car) it would take me 1.5 hrs going to work and 2 hr coming home. Not to mention switching buses 3 times on the way there and home! I did not realize that when I moved to this place...but see it's only a 20 minute drive, so I figured it wouldn't be too much longer taking buses. Boy, was I ever wrong! That's okay, though. The time commuting is used listening to my ipod, applying makeup (if I woke up a little late), reading books, journaling, talking to God, gazing out the window and watching the sunrise, and occassionally trying to talk to people around me. Trying? Yes. I would say that 85% of the people who ride the buses around this area are either Hispanic, Indian, and Korean. That would mean that only 15% or less speak English. Really? Yes - I thought that most Hispanic people would speak both English & Spanish. Eh, after hearing "No english, only espanole'" ...oh, 5 - 12 times, I kinda gave up trying! I took about 2 years of Spanish back in high school and only remember a few phrases. So, whenever a black or white person boards the bus, I secretly get excited, thinking, "I can TALK to that person!". :) Sometimes I choose not to, but the possibility is there - and that is ever so refreshing!
This post is probably increasingly long by now...so I'll save the rest til next time. Happy 2011, dear friends and thank you for caring enough to pray, call, email, send cards, and just be you! Thank you to all who sent Christmas and birthday cards and/or who took time to have breakfast, lunch, dinner, coffee, drinks, or just hang out with over the short time I had in Kansas. Now - to all of you who I did not see while visiting over the time I was there from Christmas to New Years - my apologies. It was not intentional...there just was not enough time in the day for me to see more people...truly! Even if we had talked (via the phone) about getting together while I was there...I did not have any free time. For real. So - if you want to "catch up" next time I have a bit of time in Kansas, please let me know in some form (text, call, email, facebook message, etc.) and I will make sure that YOU are one that I DO spend time with (however long or short as time allows) while visiting. Okay? :)
Well - may this be a wonderful year with a bright, fresh, clean start! Dream big. Lives will change. God will show up in our lives in ways we never expected, imagined, anticipated, or dreamed possible. And of course, we'll continue to carry one another in our hearts as we journey through this land.
Until next time...
Tina Lou
I have neglected writing on my blog for about hm...5-6 months, now? Oh, life has a way of weaving in and out in such a way that I chose not to publish or broadcast on the net. Thus, I completely avoided this blog - and partly on purpose.
Whenever life becomes a bit crazy in my life - you know things happen that I do not expect or do not see the end in site or the purpose of whatever small crisis I might be going through...or living in, I tend to put my arm up with my hand spread wide communicating - please, I need space. Distance. Time to think and be.
And so, in those times and seasons in my life, I hide. Strange, right? Outgoing, friendly, talkative Tina NOT talking? Well, it's true. For about a month and a half after I came back to DC, life was hard. And I didn't call my close girlfriends or write emails or texts or facebook messages. I just dealt with it, prayed, cried, talked to my parents and the people directly in my space...and eventually came out on the other side.
After I found a place to live, a job, and life fell into a rhythm, I failed to update all of you lovely people who read this during my internship...and for that I am a little bit sorry. ;) Hope you can take this post today as my "hope" to be better at keeping and staying in touch. One of my New Year's Resolutions is to publicly post on my blog here at least once a month, if not twice a month (preferrably once every 2 week).
So - time will tell. :) Okay - now that I've cleared up this little abscence, let me update you on life in the City for me. First of all, I LOVE it here! This IS definitly the place that I will be for...hopefully forever. I want to meet the man whom I will partner with for life, have kids with him, raise a godly family, work and live in the DC Metro area. I want to build a life here and set down roots deeply. :) This is the place and space that God has called me to, and I am ever so much at peace living and working here.
Is it everything I dreamed of in the 4 years that I wanted to move here? No...but life never turns out the way that I plan it or dream it up to be! Because life is not perfect. It's good and messy and lovely and painful all at the same time. I don't think I'd have it any other way. However, I have grown a lot since moving here, definitly feel older, and know the heart of my Lord Jesus much deeper and better than I have ever known Him before. Life is overachingly and generally good.
It ends up the job I thought I "had" when I flew back to Kansas for one of my close college girlfriend's wedding, I did not get. It was a position as an Admin Assistant at an international financial banking firm with a branch office located in NW DC. Thus, when I came back to DC and stayed with about, oh 4 different couples/single people from my church I furiously hunted for a job and a place to live. After the 3rd week, I discovered an Admin Assistant (AA) posting on a Christian church's job forum. I applied to it (among tons of other job postings) and received a call from them. That Thursday that the previous AA called, they asked me to come in for an interview the same day. I met with two of the engineers from the civil engineering firm located in Fairfax, VA. The interview went well, and the pay they discussed was lower than I had wanted for a job while living in the District, but it was a job.
About 4 days after my interview and a turbulent weekend, I received a phone call from them offering me the job, and hoping that I could start that week on Friday. I accepted after negotiating some paid commuting benefits, and received my one day of training on that Friday from the previous Admin Assistant. The week between finding out I had a job (Praise God! Yay!), I started calling and setting up appointments with various places in the NOVA (Northern Virginia) area. One of the ladies in my community graciously offered to take me around to the different townhouses and houses to search out these "potential homes" where I would rent and live with other roommates. There was one that stuck out to the both of us located in Annandale, VA. It's a town away from my job - and there are two lovely ladies (both older than I) who both know the Lord that I share the townhouse space.
Whew! There you have it. I'm working as an Admin Assistant in Fairfax at a small civil engineering firm comprised of 5 men. We share an office space with another company - a survey company. I answer the phones for both companies and do a little filing for ASI (Alexandria Surveys International - back office co.) and then do random other projects and copying for the company I am employed by. In total we have 11 people (including me) in the office...both companies combined. Even though, I would rather be working back on Capitol Hill or gaining some insight/experience in a law firm my job is good. For now, I see it as a stepping stone to the desired position, a place to grow, and truly a kind working environment. God knew what I needed. A fairly stress-free workplace where I have a lot of flexibility with time. I do not have to worry about coming into work and having people scream because they are upset at whatever is not going right with business or even with work that I am doing. That is a good thing! There are many more stressful places I could be, but I am not. And for that, I am grateful. Thankful for a supervisor who cares about me, my well-being, and who thinks I am doing a good job at my position. Most of the guys are cordial and professional, so it is good. Coming and going to work has been a process!
When I first started, I discovered that with public transportation (which I use frequently b/c of the absence of a car) it would take me 1.5 hrs going to work and 2 hr coming home. Not to mention switching buses 3 times on the way there and home! I did not realize that when I moved to this place...but see it's only a 20 minute drive, so I figured it wouldn't be too much longer taking buses. Boy, was I ever wrong! That's okay, though. The time commuting is used listening to my ipod, applying makeup (if I woke up a little late), reading books, journaling, talking to God, gazing out the window and watching the sunrise, and occassionally trying to talk to people around me. Trying? Yes. I would say that 85% of the people who ride the buses around this area are either Hispanic, Indian, and Korean. That would mean that only 15% or less speak English. Really? Yes - I thought that most Hispanic people would speak both English & Spanish. Eh, after hearing "No english, only espanole'" ...oh, 5 - 12 times, I kinda gave up trying! I took about 2 years of Spanish back in high school and only remember a few phrases. So, whenever a black or white person boards the bus, I secretly get excited, thinking, "I can TALK to that person!". :) Sometimes I choose not to, but the possibility is there - and that is ever so refreshing!
This post is probably increasingly long by now...so I'll save the rest til next time. Happy 2011, dear friends and thank you for caring enough to pray, call, email, send cards, and just be you! Thank you to all who sent Christmas and birthday cards and/or who took time to have breakfast, lunch, dinner, coffee, drinks, or just hang out with over the short time I had in Kansas. Now - to all of you who I did not see while visiting over the time I was there from Christmas to New Years - my apologies. It was not intentional...there just was not enough time in the day for me to see more people...truly! Even if we had talked (via the phone) about getting together while I was there...I did not have any free time. For real. So - if you want to "catch up" next time I have a bit of time in Kansas, please let me know in some form (text, call, email, facebook message, etc.) and I will make sure that YOU are one that I DO spend time with (however long or short as time allows) while visiting. Okay? :)
Well - may this be a wonderful year with a bright, fresh, clean start! Dream big. Lives will change. God will show up in our lives in ways we never expected, imagined, anticipated, or dreamed possible. And of course, we'll continue to carry one another in our hearts as we journey through this land.
Until next time...
Tina Lou
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